Close to you

im letting you go.

i have to now.

there’s no use any more. no use to hold on.

the sun is peeking through the clouds now. the first ray on my face. a slight warmth against the morning coldness.

over looking the sea. the waves lulling. a rumbling and yet calming sound through the fog.

“i want to be close to you” i said.

i really meant it.

“i hope you are well. take care. i miss you lots” i think those were the last word that i will ever write.

i think my hands are cold, i feel this numbness is all over. i looked at them and i can’t feel them. i wonder why they are so pale.

i am slowly fading with each sunrise, i disappear with mist. what the hell.

it dawned on me slowly.

‘i love u!’

and i was gone.