Life in higher places

Love in high places

It was raining heavily, I had just finished my work.
Thought about doing halfday today.

Wasn't feeling the work today. As other days go as well. I'm not sure what is it that I need to do. But a sense of having no directions.

*text*

"Hey"

"Hi"

"Whatcha doing"

"Tv"

"Netflix and chill?"

"Iflix, support local"

"Room for one more?

"Yes"

"Location"

*Location sent*

"Be there soon"

"But I'm hungry"

"I'll get something to eat"

"Ok"

The rain was hard now, could barely see the car in front. Sudden torrential rain, good thing since it has been really hot past few days.

"Hey"

"Welcome"

"Cool place"

"Thanks"

So we were there on the couch watching tv, with him smelling so nice. That old spice smells, not sure it was the heat or the rain or the tv or the couch but it seems time was timeless and I felt so relaxed. Wasn't really watching the tv, I was electrified by his arms. The smooth skin of his arms. That manly musky smell of man.

I wish time would stop.

I gave him a kiss on his rough stubble cheeks. Have you been awash with waves of sensation? Waves of relief, of being there at that moment and feeling so right about it.

I gave him a kick peck again, and he turned and smiled.

And he kissed me, and we kissed the longest time. Not bad for a newbie I thought. He taste so good.

Andrey Pantyukh - Wicked Game ( The Voice ) Full Audition

I want you to save me. Lift me from this life and whisk me away to a place that there is only us.

Can you please?

Whisk me away so that we could live together like the lovers we are.

Wicked games this life plays for me.

Falling in love and yet the love is denied of me.

Bring me away.

Charlie Puth - Suffer (Live on the Honda Stage at the iHeartRadio Theate...

'Get the fuck out of my house!'
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'Get out now!'
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And the door slammed hard, shattering the photo frames as it fell from the wall. House, empty now, quiet except the sound of my breathing.
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It all happens too fast. The messages, the pictures and the private lunches. How is it i had unable to noticed this before? Was it not so obvious?
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'What have i done?' .

The house is too empty. Too quiet. .

Was it too late? Fuck fuck. Im sorry baby. I ran out of the apartment. Hoping to catch up. .

But then at the lobby.
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'Why are you still here?'
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'I knew you would come after. You want to know who i was meeting with? Its my brother you fool'
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'What? You never told me you had a brother'
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'Now you do and he is coming today for dinner, and i want him to meet the man i love'
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'Baby, im sorry!'
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'Its ok, fuck you back though.'
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'Yeah yeah. I deserved that.'

Falling into you

Shit.
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Both of us stood in the middle of the road. Surprised at each other. .

'How...' we both said at once. .

'You first' .

'How are you?'
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'Im good, as always' i was lying terribly. 'How about you?'
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'Not too bad. Comme ci comme ca so the french says'
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'Cool, well.. i'm sorry i better get going. Im late for an interview' lying again.
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'Oh? You're getting a new job?'
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'Yeah. Its something new i wanted to try'
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'Right, good. So see you around then.' .

'Yeah sure.'
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We walked away. I was relieved from the awkwardness of it. And that exact me we both turned around and caught each others eye. We smiled. .

Even in this big ass city of #kualalumpur we bumped into each other. 

What are the odds of that. Is the universe trying to tell me something? .

Fuck it. 

(originally song is supposed to be Ending by Isak Danielson but Youtube doesn't have that)

Still

Being with you has been the hardest and yet sweetest part of my life.
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"Coffee?"
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"Yes please"
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"The world is fucked up today"
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"Yeah? Whats up?"
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"Did you know they have discovered a big ass black hole behind some cosmic clouds just outside our galaxy?"
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"No shit?"
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"Yes shit"
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"But its a wonder ain't it? In spite of that we are still here. Not being sucked into that super massive behemoth. What do you think is keeping us alive?"
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"I know whats keeping us alive"
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"What?"
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"Its called love baby. Love"
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"You're corny as shit"
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"I know baby, that's why we are still together."
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"Really?" Rolling my eyes with it.
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"Love conquers all baby"

Back to Him

"So you are going back to him?"
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"Yes"
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"If that makes you happy"
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"I think so"
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"Ok"
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"I think so, I’m giving this another shot. We’ve been together too long to let this go without a fight"
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"Well im happy if you are happy"
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"I think i will be"
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I knew those words sounded desperate and scared but for the sake of their relationship probably those were the best options left. A final push, make or break it. .
"You'll be around?"
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"Baby, i aint going no where"
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"Pinky promise?"
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"Ill spit on it if you want"
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We just sat there holding hands and looking over the city. Sky high above on the ledge of my rooftop condo.
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"I love you"
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"I know baby, i know."
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I Can Only Give You What I Have

Here we are again. Just me and you, in arms entwine. Together again.
For we are lovers and as lovers should be.
I missed touching you, my fingers following the contours of your body. The smooth skin, the subtle smell of you. Your skin.

I love the way we kiss. The way our lips touch with ecstasy. The passion.

I can only give you what i have. I have me. I have my heart to give. My soul to love you. I have only me to offer. Us.

Take me and bring me to life.
I love you. As much as any man can.

Love.
Love me.

And i shall be happy. ....
(Music: i can only give what i have by 1st vows)